29 June, 2018

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Another summer passes away strangely 

A season of warmth, of presence, a feeling unlonely

Many a dream passes by, of clothes, of commitments in love

A sky with scattered clouds or none will stay no more

A sky covered, with dying hopes, all in dust

Imagined an affair with love, before

Coldness comes once before warm again, the winter

For summer shall reincarnate hopes, just after the lonely and cold splinter

A place to fall softly, or so it seems 

A place with more love shows and scenes 

The summer died this year, with a faint frown 

A change of season taking place, thus, presently, summer drowned

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Summer Afternoon

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It was one late summer afternoon atop a mountain

I sat there with a mellow heart and a heavy mind 

My thoughts ran freely, inside out, my thoughts ran, of the general kind

Thoughts of times and seasons of all years

Thoughts with my childlike freedom and constrains

How gardens were as green as I lie on here 

How growing up was rocky like the mountain terrains 

I came close to you and clouds flew by

Realisations pierced my heart as there I lie

All this time, I came close to you yet you never felt it, none

The sun was strong, stranger than the city one

I wanted to feel warmer, and it was the perfect setup done,

The chill in the winds blew across my face, so disturbing, so cold and shrewd

All it made me realise, how similar it was to you

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Bound (thought)

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If I asked for a moment of your time, to just give a little piece of your mind to this thought, this image of how spectacular would it be for the world to be one single piece of land, I mean the one without those manufactured boundaries of countries?

Keep the same thought in your mind where it’s all alright without the tyrants separating the land, creating boundaries, keeping that in your mind, imagine all those wonders you can achieve. All those things you can do. Be limitless, but at the end of it, what stops you is just yourself with the idea of making boundaries for yourself, setting yourself in limits, even though there is no goal you can’t achieve. No target you can’t hit. No moments of life with impossibilities. All you need to do is be free, no boundaries. All you need to be for yourself, to let yourself be limitless, is to be a tyrant, your own tyrant, cause you can be.

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Childhood Promises

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For it was yesterday when the garden was green and I could circle it, run wild 

There was a promise to keep that I had now ignored for a while 

My promise to grow old and weary, yet not let that child in me die of ghosts today, this world so eerie

Those days went when they said time to grow up; or hadn’t come yet 

Lay there on the same field of green where now it’s hay the cows are fed 

Getting bruised was a business i attended daily, scars so deep, now I get them rarely 

There was school where classes I could miss none, same sanctuary where they taught fun

Stood there I, a boy, with a broken toy, no place for joy, and now I coy

A gem to those roses I called, call friends, spoken sadly cause it all comes to an end 

Sanctuary there were so many to find, arms of a man, woman’s lap, a hand, and now grind 

Boy who stood by the hay, gay, rejoice, who had a choice, the boy who blurred into his toys 

Dressed me up as she did her doll, when my age she was, my fairy, my mother all, 

I lay beneath the ground now, for me, it hasn’t been long now, 

Suited like the man I hoped I become, suited now to be relaxed, as I am gone 

Covered me with dust in all that coffin rust, so long to you, for now I rest 

A promise I ignored to keep and in the end broken, best kinds are the ones which are not chosen 

For it was yesterday when the garden was green and I could circle it, run wild, it was yesterday when I was a child 

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Taken Memories

Oh light of lights, holy and divine

Give me back the state, my kingdom ruling

Holy one, let me be guided by your magnificent shine

Bring me to a vault of recipes to sacrifice my deeds and dine

When you chose a world for me, so clear ‘n’ so right

Why put me in misery when it can be all alright

Clarity is what I chase, when I chase the demons away

Fortunate and fine, fortune and fame, chasing memories all day

Let me land onto the Grass in the field where my house lay, where lay my home

Lie on the grass where I put my pillow lay and willow dome

Run back in those lanes covered, dark and shadowed

Those lanes of my memory to have my mother in blood and a gun full of load

Taken me away from home, taken me away for better and good

Can’t I run back to a place full of food and events so clean

Place where my fists clenched with my sister mean

Took away that land, that piece, peace, my pillow, accurate

Lead me to a place, my place , pace,  with things, my things immaculate

Capturing A Blue Moon

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‘‘Twas an evening not too dull

A feeling so fulfilling, so null

Landscapes cover you all around

Thoughts provoking your head, thoughts profound

Take a walk by the path from your shelter

Seems winter, seems cold, is it winter?

Mile stretched to the mountain bliss

Returning with the same feeling, same mess

Conquering yourself in the terrain mountainous with no fears

Handpicked a location, scaled mountains, the Himalayas

Feeling fulfilling yet so null?

Became an evening, your evening dull

Turn to your brother, maybe to laugh at that goon

Turn back to an evening intended, an evening with the blue moon

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Tosh, Himachal Pradesh, India  

Windy Ways

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Then I walked across you swiftly as you noticed me

Touched your hand gently, as you felt the breeze 

Moving through seasons all I, I come by surprise 

Notice me you wouldn't, until you feel me move by

For your beautiful eyes can't see me

All that I do is just make them heavy 

Nature calls to me as it's own and nature is divine 

Valleys of mountains, trees and sea have seldom told 

And it is all a creation of art, art sublime 

Trails don't speak of me, they whisper and I mould

Travel across the alleys, alleys of the world whole 

That is what I do, and never of what I'm told 

Understand it now my sweet love, you're an obstruction in my move 

Understand, I always have a way to go

Love to make you dance, sing and groove 

Then You seek me in the summers and turn your back in the cold 

Remember when I walk swiftly, you notice me bold 

Remember as I make you feel good and fleek 

This is my time to go, they call me the wind, you can call me the breeze and there, there I just brushed your cheek 

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Desire

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Its when the morning ray races to your face

The point where there isn't much more to take

Lay there messed up in a quilt dress you procrastinate

You get off bed, yet you still contemplate 

In a world of hassle, and trouble you follow

The world where you don't find a lover

Filled with empty people make you feel hollow

An escape in music, music is where you find cover

For the mind is full of stardust and supernovas 

Solace can't be found on the nostalgic sofas

A havoc created in the corridor full of scatterings

You stand where there is an out of this labyrinth

Find a place where you find imagination run free

A place where you can in-ordinarily find motivation to keep

Breaking the shackles holding your life static and bound

Freeing for the wisdom and suspense that waits to be found

Walk out of the shambles which cave you in

The scatterings from the galaxy and its elements

Just as you stroll your ways out of self made maze 

You realise how you need to travel, how it can amaze

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The blue-eyed boy

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Delightful was the weather, yet so cold 

Cozy and warm he sat, let mysteries unfold 

Moonlit window, blue outlined face his 

Features highlighted, shut were his eyelids 

Worlds of fantasy and things so wild 

Life happened to him, wasn't mild

As blue he was with the moonlight bright 

Tight his cheeks and wrinkled eyes 

A different story was told by the smile

Cold winds blew heading the north east mile

Sat there he on the couch, fire crackling

Reminiscing, he sat there warm and fulfilling 

Waiting for the dawn 

Soon enough, for him, another challenge was on

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Bonfire Poem

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Sat along the fire

You dig deep into those desperate desires 

For every-time you were said to be a liar 

Even the matters, Your matters dire 

Alone you sat there 

With all those memories that haunt 

There you lie as the night sky flaunts 

Thinking about all things in your life, not fair 

The memories that you created, you lost 

You kick every rose that you come across 

See you there lie, so still

I hear you chuckle, 

laugh at your own shaken fate, so bound 

Wait I, until this moment you ricochet back around

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